sometimes, unexpectedly, i realize just how far i have come. i remember being a freshman in high school and hearing about my friend's older sister, who was a junior in college. i always thought that was so old, mature, and accomplished. now that i'm here, it seems so different.
i am far from mature, constantly making mistakes, and completely lost 90% of the time.
i don't expect this to change much.
how did i get here? how has time flown so fast?
